My name's Keirdame

Anonymous said: dont feel obligated to this blog, and run it only to please others. run it because YOU want to. However, I really hope you stay.

Big kisses to you :*

It’s people like you who support me that makes me feel completely happy. I know you have my back whenever I need you and make me super duper overjoyed. 

this was in my inbox before I came back again. It was when I was undecisive and still putting my life together.


I’m terribly sorry for any trouble caused. During my “break” I got a life and it’s super cool! It makes me really happy and I also figured out how to balance it! I’m very organized now and I am proud to say that I will be here for everyone. I would love to talk to ya’ll (I legit love talking to you guys) and get to know each and every single one of you more! I really, truly mean it.

I also have loads of ideas but don’t expect them right away. Give me time cause I have a life now.

Plus, huge thank you to everyone who stayed (3 unfollowed me) cause you guys mean so much to me I can’t even put it into words. Thank you for supporting me when I needed it and thank you for understanding whenever I did something.
Hello to the 4 people who followed me when I was away! Lets talk!



I will be starting back up with all the tags you guys tagged me in. Love ya!

Anonymous said: What you leaving you're my favorite 5er blog 😢

Wha- what? I’m your favorite 5er blog? *sniff sniff* Awezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Tysm. I’ll miss people like you. This means the world to me.

Honestly I’m a confused mess right now. After saying I’ll leave last week, I said I would check my “final messages” today. I got a life and it’s so much fun! I do miss messaging everyone though and doing tinychats and stuff. I’m currently considering what the other anon said and I might be able to balance my real life and Tumblr life. No promises though. :*

Anonymous said: hey I really think you should consider staying! I know tumblr can suck you in, but it is possible to keep all of the things you said goodbye to, while incorporating those you said hello to. you can have a balanced life. maybe take a break from tumblr, but please dont leave?

Honestly I just came back to check my “final messages”. Now I’m not so sure any more. You guys are all making me tear up and everything. Everyone’s so kind and I miss messaging you guys. I miss tinychating but I definitely don’t miss the addiction.

I guess I should consider staying while trying not to get sucked in. I don’t fully know how to run a blog like that but I could try. I still have loads of ideas in mind BUT after saying I’ll leave, and then coming back, it looks like I’m an attention seeker. I’m really not. I just did what I thought was best for me. I didn’t really think other people would care about me leaving or not.

The first day without Tumblr was hard. I stayed home all day so I had the urge to jump on this website contently. I had plenty of time to let my mind wander, which isn’t really good when trying to break an addiction. Then throughout the rest of the week, I went outside, hanged out with friends, and literally got  life. It’s so much fun! I love it better than Tumblr!

What I guess I’m trying to say is… I got a life and it’s super fun. I’m so happy and proud of myself! I’m not itching to get on Tumblr 24/7. I’m not worried about running a blog or missing a day. It’s so much more exciting and stuff! I don’t really miss Tumblr and I’m not in a rush to come back on. At the same time, reading through these messages, I’m somehow missed by people. I feel bad cause people don’t want me to leave. I deeply miss you guys. I miss talking to you guys and doing tinychats, but I DON’T miss Tumblr itself.

Yeah. I guess you’re right. I’ll be happy somehow having a balanced life on Tumblr and the real world. The best of both worlds as you can say?

I’ll definitely consider trying to balance myself, but there’s also no promises.

Anonymous said: Wait so are you leaving the fandom or tumblr?


Hey guys. So I just want to thank all of you for sticking around with me but… it’s time for me to go. I need to move on with my life. Not just sit on a computer all day.
Although I must admit I have made a lot of new friends, and ya’ll are super nice, I can’t keep on coming back.

Lets just say bye to everything now. Shall we?

Bye bye message buddies.
Bye bye tinychat.
Bye bye Alex.
Bye bye IM5 tag.
Bye bye fanfiction.
Bye bye Aim shippers.
Bye bye parodies I wrote but never posted.
Bye bye ideas that will die in my brain.
Bye bye everything.

Hello life.
Hello art.
Hello hobbies.
Hello real life friends.
Hello music.
Hello reading.
Hello education.
Hello sports.

I will be answering all of my messages until next week. Don’t be sad. Be happy guys. I’m super happy with my decision right now.

I won’t be deleting so you guys can still look through the blog. I just won’t be active.

Also you guys can still like, text me and stuff, so yeah.

16,959 posts and 594 followers… *lets out a slow, low whistle*. It’s like I’m leaving behind an internet cult over here! Bye bye guys! Love ya’ll! Thank you for being supportive and most of you dedicated. BYE BYE! \OuO/

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